2 weeks of Emotional

It has been another 2 weeks that I didn't come to update. So I will update here briefly…..

============ 17- 23 May 2010

It has been quite emotional week for me…. After I've learned that I eventually got accepted by Emirates officially, I was quite excited about this new coming. However in the same time I had been so worried about my mother who has been in the hospital, awaited for surgery. It was kind of frustrating feeling that I am away from her, and I couldn't do anything for her but calling her everyday and keep cheering her up. It was quite emotional for me. Plus I had been worried about her, how was she, how she felt…etc. And she got an appointment for surgery on Wed 19th which was the HUGE day about politic in Bangkok. So the day of surgery had to be changed because the government announced as a curfew day. And eventually she got surgery on Friday 21th. As I mentioned before about politic in Bangkok, It was so terribly horrible. I was so emotionally about what happened there. I think Red-shirt did too much which made a very very bad consequences to everyone. Moreover, on the side of their leader, Taksin, he came to the CNN another other global news and announced that He had nothing to do with all of these violences. I feel, this is so drama! very Drama! Anyway It has been quite emotional week for me.

At the weekend I thought that me-raul and his friends/ Raquel and Jose/ Ester-Alex we would go somewhere out of city, relax. Eventually plan was suspended because we just made the booking on Wed and Thu. Surprising they are all full. So At the end We, all of us decided to go to Fresh market where me and Raul always go. We had breakfast till lunch time, and kept drinking a bit. It was quite fun. Overall, we had a "tranquilla semana" like; nothing to be worried, clam weekend…. which was good for me!
































============ 24- 30 May 2010

It has been another emotional week for me….. Because It's getting to the real thing that I will be moving to Dubai. I started to think ahead about what is going to happen. I have been worried with everything. I was very nervous, but in term of worry…. what is going to happen there, what people whom Im going to meet, What friends…. Also about me and Raul, what are we going to do while we will be away, what I would feel, How we are going to keep contact, how will i do for that….Will i be crazy, will i be lonely, Is Raul going to be fine? Is he going to be sad… etc. Too many questions in my head await for the solution to prepare for those results. Unfortunately, there is no any solution but "Faith". Too bad, that "Faith" somehow doesn't work with me at this stage. I need something more than that. As the result, I had been quite emotional. My mood goes up easy, down, quiet…. Didn't know what I want. I stuck myself with laptop, tried to find something entertain myself, to distract myself. <==For this, I even thought, Am i wasting my time to just distract myself? You know, too much. But good thing that I had a project which is "a flyer for my farewell party". So I had been busy to create the flyer… I've post it at the end here. This week, I went for more Vaccinations which went okay. Also my mother was okay from her surgery, but still lying down on the bed, trying to be recovery. Then again, I am still worried about her, to be there doing nothing but lying down on the bed and depend on people's help. I feel that I am useless, I cannot do anything for her as I have many thing, I am dealing with at the moment. Again, back to "worried too much". Weekend, we actually had an agreement for Barbecue lunch at Helena's place, So I was quite excited about it. That will be 4 couples, Me-Raul/ Raquel-Jose/ Ester-Alex/ And Helena with her husband. Unfortunately, at the end Helena couldn't make it. She fell ill. What a pity that she had prepared everything already and she tried to hold herself till the last minute. Well, she suggested may be be can do it on Sunday. Anyway, So Me-Raul/ Raquel-Jose/ Ester-Alex, we decided not to waste a day as we all are free. We went to "long beach" for Aperitif and lunch, Pealla. After lunch, we got a bit get going feeling. So we made another Easy dinner at Jose's place. We watched "Eurovision". During the time, I went to Ana' s farewell party where is not that far from Jose's and came back for Pizza. Ana is a friend whom I met from the meeting of SokaGakkai. At the end of the night, we went home. Even though we were saying that we would go out. But I guess all of us got quite tired for long day.

Next week will be quite busy week for me (I guess) that I will getting ready for my luggage, and stuffs. Also by Saturday, I have invited friends to come over for drinks, farewell party…. Look at a Flyer I made!!!!